Immature Older Guy
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Dear God,
I know that You did so, made me did what I did. Was not grateful bit sometimes and vanity was all over me all the time. You've made me never be the best of the best, the better or the worse… You just somehow adjusting the field… so I had to, but I had not did the best I could… Yet, patience all Yours… I was torturing myself not had You as my friend…
I did not do what I had to.
For the better as You told me, I waited and idled… but my mouth produced craps, all about the best.. and I cheated… but mostly idled..
I am immature older guy, today…
You put me among those whom caring and the best I should more than grateful… are not what they had not did nor were… but they just simply Your voice… Blinded, I ignored… but they never gave up on me… I am blessed but did not know… but that's all I was for past few years..
They are my family, friends and others, giving me more than love… I am down on my knees begging You, hoping more from and for them… to keep me alive…
Remorse, You might say… A prayer… blessing and everything Divined for them.. Have Mother Mary around…
and all for the Glorification and Joy!
Thank You, dear God.
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