struggling dreams

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I just found this page yesterday. Right after Erwin Sudarsono told me that he typed his name in Google search box and he then said, I made him famous…

go ahead… check it out and tell me what you think. Please not about hair… LOL.

Solace Magazine: About a Dreamer

yes… a quite some time to abandon this blog… for nothing special but consolidate the environment. Probably next week, I can back with plenty new things to write…

pembantu berhenti tanpa alasan - got tidak dibersihkan - lack of resources - kanker - kebanjiran

Yes.. today I am dreaming about few things… the computers, internet, and me working using them. You know, it is never be easy to draw a structure on dreams. Well, this blog enable me to toss them anyway…

Me serving government and enterprises using NET supercomputers.

Yes, even BCA does not have such stuff to process their real time report to partner or regulator system. Can you imagine when they runs their card settlement (clearing house) real time? FYI. Today Visa card and Mastercard payments still settled by a card settlement system running in Tokyo (imagine how rupiah goes abroad). BCA is small compare to Government of Indonesia. I am dreaming NET does have teraflop supercomputers.

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here list of my new installed wp 

• 40sale.com
• indohype.com
• cerdasindonesia.org

what they do? it is NET crews practicing how to publish a web. more on content than just an application. they are ours and not for clients.

That what I called Struggling Dreams. When dreams exists only in your subconscious and your daily routine, your so called normal life, your short-term expectation and other not so important things in the way. Dreams that left abandoned while people around you tell that you're doing good, that you're performing well, that you will become somebody that they think you really up to… but they never understand what you really really up to…

Dreams are struggling to exist and we often bury them during our daily activities. People don't understand our dreams, they only think that we up to something. Thus people tend to discourage, misleading and give confusing opinion on how to achieve in certain topic.

I say dreams are life essences. Something that moves you to the right path, the most encouraging, the purpose of your life, the vision that build mission you should accomplish. Something that one should focused in.

Dreams are always good because they built by heart, soul and most beautiful life experiences. For all beautiful experiences are the best lessons.

This post just like some other things is a reminder for one to live the dreams and never leave them behind due to whatever else that could be "current obligation". In such situation, never bury but keep. Let them struggle within…

To live the dreams is to live the life. The most precious in life is you, yourself and your dreams.

"Sometimes living out your dreams
Ain't as easy as it seems
You wanna fly around the world
In a beautiful balloon" (life, by desiree)

other says: unveil power of your dreams, your life value, never been there - never done that

image credit: pravsworld.com 

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some social networking sites offers users to choose "it's complicated" to express their current relationship status in their profile which are not so easy to describe. Sure this makes a lot of speculation to anyone who view the profile, especially the one who has relations to the profile owner. Imagine a girl find out that her spouse change the relationship status profile from "in relationship" to it's complicated". Sometimes it just like a virtual engagement ring (teenagers) heh!?!

This post is my contribution to the term "it's complicated"

case number one: almost mr. sunshine

you might have the thought that an ex male magazine sex editor wouldn't need much to acquire experience in finding woman for a night or two, at least i used to think that way. Later, I found otherwise. The hassle is always there. Last night I went to a party with a friend who meet so many he knew well. Get mingle, long-lost friend, and other social terms happened, he finally admit that better comes out with the "it's complicated" than to explain.

how do you explain that you re in "it's complicated"

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