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Subject: simply want to be your friend

hi Paul,

Ok, I got your attention now. Instead of replying via Twitter DM, I like to do it in a post where I can be more than 140 characters, thus (probably) give your video few extra hits from my network and Google search result. I am not really sure this works… but hey, let’s give it a try.

You asked me what inspired me to follow you. To answer that, I have to memorize my twitterring activities in a past few week.

Twitter has been the center of attention for social media analyst in the past few months, and I read what those social media guys write about it. So many, then I decided to actively follow more people just to have sort of “experience” added on comprehending what those guy blog about. Not as much as you do but reasonably sufficient for me.

Note: I still don’t get it how Jake Marsh, Calacanis or Scoble listen to tons of twitterers, I suspect they frequently check at replies or utilize tweetscan and summize more than everybody else.

Here’s how. I find people to follow from some references like these:

• A post by Jeremiah Owyang to encourage social media people (who follow him) to connect each other. I checked you weren’t there.
• Twubble by crazybob definitely helps to find like-minded, friends of friends to follow. This could be the connector.
• Nice posts I read and happens that the blog owner have a twitter account. Did not read yours until yesterday.
• Tweetscan result (I did on intention to find people to follow only once, with keyword “South East Asia”, “Asia”, “Indonesia” and “Jakarta”) which clearly, you never listed there.
• Random picks from friends’ follow. Possible connector
• Random tweets. Possible connector.

Knowing the one to follow is important for me. I don’t want too much noise and could worse, spams in my page. Simply say, I tried to be bit organized on listening whilst I don’t want to miss good contextual tweet either. So I do these things before decision to follow:

• Check the Twiterer’s bio and stat. Recency, how many updates, friends and followed. You are a digg addict, then must be interesting links come out from your tweets. Your stat says that you need more followers (friends).
• Visit the Twiterer’s website and found out more about the person. You won on this

Ok, enough all about social media, twitter crap. Now, here is why I follow you. I watched all your videos, visited your lousy blog, and helloed @you. Then I conclude:

You are a great man and I want to be your friend. I empathize your cause, admire your spirit and think that your doing is a portrait of struggling (see this blog title), thus will actively support you. Your presence in this blog could inspire others…

About your blog. Please do post properly, so people can track you conveniently then you can benefit more from organized feedback. You would benefit more from a mention in a Seth’s post, of course the blogosphere.

About the your video view count. I think your old 8 wishes & 10,000 miles video is a bit overtime by last message loop. Approximately you wasted 2 minutes, whilst youtube counts a valid view only for a full view (a research by tubemogul). Probably missed some view counts there. You were doing better with the new 8 wishes but way too little views compare to the old one.

look forward to hear your updates. Good luck and God Bless You

cheers

For everyone: to know about Paul Caridad Sanchez, please view his 8 wishes video and don’t stop until the video end. Also, don’t forget to visit his blog

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Oprah, please interview this nice guy.

I know that You did so, made me did what I did. Was not grateful bit sometimes and vanity was all over me all the time. You've made me never be the best of the best, the better or the worse… You just somehow adjusting the field… so I had to, but I had not did the best I could… Yet, patience all Yours… I was torturing myself not had You as my friend… 

I did not do what I had to.

For the better as You told me, I waited and idled… but my mouth produced craps, all about the best.. and I cheated… but mostly idled..

I am immature older guy, today… 

You put me among those whom caring and the best I should more than grateful… are not what they had not did nor were… but they just simply Your voice… Blinded, I ignored… but they never gave up on me… I am blessed but did not know… but that's all I was for past few years..

They are my family, friends and others, giving me more than love… I am down on my knees begging You, hoping more from and for them… to keep me alive…

Remorse, You might say… A prayer…  blessing and everything Divined for them.. Have Mother Mary around… 

and all for the Glorification and Joy!

Thank You, dear God.

- ad maiorem dei gloriam - 

To think is another different issue that I would never give up for anything… only I'd hardly ever stay focus on matters.. This been going on since hundred years and deep inside I always found someone to blame on… My family, girlfriends, friends…

Now. I am trying to be diligent… Yes, some people trust me on doing things. These irresponsible senses are grudging my nerve.. and I hate being one of those smuck…

Remind me on things I have to:

• Do those NET projects
• Do wake up earlier
• Do pay the bills!!! (avoid penalties)
• Do manage the cash (after all I should be the king, not cash)
• Do clean up my place (home, office, workshop)
• Do greet family, partner, co-worker, friends (they also have their birthdays)
• Do chase the dreams!!!

…for these probably some reasons I live this life…

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Lanjutnya…

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That what I called Struggling Dreams. When dreams exists only in your subconscious and your daily routine, your so called normal life, your short-term expectation and other not so important things in the way. Dreams that left abandoned while people around you tell that you're doing good, that you're performing well, that you will become somebody that they think you really up to… but they never understand what you really really up to…

Dreams are struggling to exist and we often bury them during our daily activities. People don't understand our dreams, they only think that we up to something. Thus people tend to discourage, misleading and give confusing opinion on how to achieve in certain topic.

I say dreams are life essences. Something that moves you to the right path, the most encouraging, the purpose of your life, the vision that build mission you should accomplish. Something that one should focused in.

Dreams are always good because they built by heart, soul and most beautiful life experiences. For all beautiful experiences are the best lessons.

This post just like some other things is a reminder for one to live the dreams and never leave them behind due to whatever else that could be "current obligation". In such situation, never bury but keep. Let them struggle within…

To live the dreams is to live the life. The most precious in life is you, yourself and your dreams.

"Sometimes living out your dreams
Ain't as easy as it seems
You wanna fly around the world
In a beautiful balloon" (life, by desiree)

other says: unveil power of your dreams, your life value, never been there – never done that

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This post is my contribution to the term "it's complicated"

case number one: almost mr. sunshine

you might have the thought that an ex male magazine sex editor wouldn't need much to acquire experience in finding woman for a night or two, at least i used to think that way. Later, I found otherwise. The hassle is always there. Last night I went to a party with a friend who meet so many he knew well. Get mingle, long-lost friend, and other social terms happened, he finally admit that better comes out with the "it's complicated" than to explain.

how do you explain that you re in "it's complicated"

common: 1. I love you but I won't marry you 2. I love you but you won't marry me 3. I don't love you, I just need you to be around till my soulmate reveal 4. I love you but you don't love me that much 5. I love you but you belongs to somebody else 6. I love you but your parents are in the way 7. I don't love you anymore… can we share the kids? 8. I never love you, however I don't mind being your spouse 9. I want you but I don't want your child

singles: 1. against "in relationship" 2 I am looking for divorced person 3. I have a boyfriend but he is married, and he won't let his wife find out about us

married couple: 1. honey, do you think our married could last forever considering we re swinger? all risk or hope that you will meet the perfect sex buddy during swinger session always haunted me. 2. married bisexual 3. I am married but I am available

divorced: definitely, it's complicated! (I won't tell)

other situations: 1. homosexual couple in a conservative jurisdiction 2. bisexual or confused sexual orientation

Most likely it's on when the profile owner confuse about their relationship status or they don't want to reveal their status, however it is mandatory on site like friendster. Other explanation and practical understanding.

practical: (one got hurt by seeing his/her mate change his relationship status)

• goodbye
• it ends tonight
• hurt inside
• space in your mind

more trying to explain

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• crap & such
• forum-1
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Do I get stress? Definitely, sometimes… not all the time though… because I believe that nobody owns one’s life, even the big organization to whom I owe them amount of capital and interest. I think life is bigger than just business… Anything bigger? I assume… I just don’t know it yet… Business suppose to be good and must contribute to a form of positive life… happily ever after… (as for pisces, this is the most ultimate key-phrase in life). The thing is, sometimes we get confused of what’s real in social term and what’s real that only happen in our head. Some folks think that all are mine, mistaken the understanding of business, that I incapable in running business, that I am an utopian, that I am not in touch with reality… because they believe that what should be done is what other’s doing and what others told us to do without understanding the essence of such acts… just because everybody doing it… Then they talk about the truth of doing business…

The truth according my beloved father… known in two types, which are the original truth according to the bible, al quran and everything from above the sky; and the truth according to the winner.

What type of truths are in my head? Both! I believe that life which God gave me is the ultimate truth I must defend it above everything else in this life. Definitely a good life!!!

Combination of his voice and the music were very touching… AMAZING…

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The artist below made panoramic sketch of Rome with only a glance of it from a chopper before he drew for days… and never needed second look to confirm his scratching… enjoy…

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