struggling dreams

what is recency to you?

For me, there’s an issue that I never been through before.. and I have to go through this time.. In this matter, I have to choose wisely, wether I should act like a king, peasant, loser, coward, knight, lover, or simply a gentleman.. but never be a hero…

For me is cleaning things up. Clean up the mess that disturb everybody.. It was a true mess from the scratch.. when it was published, people in my circle know.. Google and all other social tools I joined, make it even worse… I have to clean myself up..

That post was meant for a destruction… What, who, where, how… doesn’t matter anymore.. It ruined some people life.. and of course mine also.. I had deleted it… and more cleaning jobs…

This post is a part of being myself. I’m not an Englishman.. I am Indonesian!

Do you have comment?

This is a simple update… Most likely will be deleted and replaced by a better post.

It’s obvious that I need a better time and idea management, so I can post more and having my blogs regularly updated. Yet, to be community manager of whatever community occurred by things I initiated.

The cluttered things on my head… frustrated me… in this post, I’m just trying to be honest to my readers…